Molly-Mae Hague broke down in tears as she admitted that spending Christmas without her ex-fiancé Tommy Fury was an ’emotional rollercoaster’.
The Love Island stars, both 25, broke up this summer and now co-parent their daughter Bambi, splitting Christmas day with her.
But in a new YouTube video, Molly-Mae got teary as she spoke about it being her first ever sad Christmas.
‘It’s been an emotional rollercoaster this Christmas, as I knew it would be, and that’s fine,’ she said.
Molly-Mae said she felt ‘blessed, after previously opening up: ‘It can be a really really sad time of the year and I feel like I’ve been so blessed in my life, I’ve never really felt that way at Christmas, it’s always been a really positive time for me.
‘But I feel like this is the first Christmas ever where I can really understand what people talk about when they talk about how it really makes you feel.’
Putting a positive spin on the festive period, Molly-Mae said: ‘But do you know what, I’ve had better up moments than I’ve had down and I would really put that down to my amazing family and my amazing sister who doesn’t ever really get a shoutout enough from me.
‘Without being soppy because we don’t do soppy Zoe and I, we’re not those kinds of sisters, but I genuinely have the best sister on the planet.’
She revealed that Zoe cancelled their Boxing Day plans to keep her company, as she said: ‘There is nothing that she wouldn’t do for me and Bambi and she’s really pulled through this Christmas.
‘She’s always my support system and Zoe and Danny had so much to do tonight and I was like “I don’t really wanna be here alone tonight so can you just stay and get a Chinese with me” and they were like “Yep”, cancelled everything they were doing tonight.